1 2 STEP!

I have just completed my weekly 200+ steps for the Friday prayers. In today's walk, a funny incident occurred. An incident i wouldn't want to be witnessed by others. But sadly, i reckon a majority of the people on the road caught that particular moment.

The walks from the mosque usually last longer than the walks towards. It is when i take my sweet time enjoying the sun and the view of the traffic that congests the main road. It is also when i bump into people i know along the road and unconsciously greet them. I noticed it is not that hard to catch the attention of the people on the wheel. Can be done just by lifting an arm.
Today i didn't have to lift my arm. Every week, the person by the side of the road with a white robe on and having an umbrella in hand would be me, myself.

It is such a blessing to have the sun out during my walks, and not to forget the wind. Today's breeze was unusually strong. Holding an umbrella would usually be a good idea for a pedestrian.

I was walking gracefully, holding an umbrella. I recalled me whistling Sean Kingston's Beautiful Girl. And no! I wasn't skipping. Siuk aku bejalan atu~. Suddenly a strong breeze blew and inverted my umbrella. -_- . DAPAN HUAHO arah Balai Polis. Embarrassing~ HILANG MACHO, COOL, HANDSOME, ALIM dan sebagainya.

I hate umbrellas -_-.
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This morning, we let the baby rabbits out of the cage to play. It was the first time we've done so. They are the cutest things i've ever seen to hop around the house. They were restless and Pancakes, Hershey and Szar were everywhere and we had a hard time catching them and putting them back in the cage.

We got tired and eventually got them back in the cage and went in for a drink. blablabla. And the obsessive pet owners got out again and check on the babies. They were already sleeping. And Pancakes was caught resting in their food container.

FBEPS FUTSAL~

Mengatur strategy



Siapa cakap aku inda dapat bergarak pasal my knee?
:D



I am happy for my team for winning all the games and accomplishing first place in group B. And i can only hope that Saturday night will go well for us. AND! SYARIKAT CATERING AI AI DAN ANAK ANAK IKAN's catering service will provide us with nasi goreng that night. I am not complaining about the sandwiches, nyaman kali ah! Could be one of the things that got us going.



Apart from that, i had my own thing that keeps me motivated. Temari and sister showed up. You know when the girlfriend shows up during a football match, always an energy booster. Not even redbull could top that. I think her eyes made me find the net.

Her presence make me STRONG!
:Gambar2 from EVA~ :P:


It definitely helps to have friends around you. I had two surprise birthday bashes. Not 1 but TWO! I am going through one of the most difficult times in my life and the friends succeeded in drawing a smile on my face. The tiramisu cake was awesome. And of course the FESTIVAL OF VANITY! These people caught me off guard and hit me when i least expected it. You guys are the best. Its always awesome when your birthday lasts more than day :).

Naruto!!!!!!

Dont you think its so cute when she's trying to sing me to sleep then in the middle of a song, she gets interrupted by a yawn that almost got me sucked in to the webcam ! :D

hehe Temari Temari~ *shakes head*. A very talented person :)

25/3/2008

Sebahagian dari budak FBEPS!

Hello and a very good evening to you all. This marks the end of the 25th March 2008. I have officially got out of the long tunnel of being a teenager. A new beginning so to say. And i hope the driveway gets brighter along the way.

My day was great. To all those who were involved in shaping how today has been for me, you deserve nothing less than a thank you from the bottom of my heart. I cannot thank you enough. Those simple wishes that ended with a smile on a text message will be treasured.

To my family, faculty mates, friends and My Temari(:)). You guys rawk! And you know the smiles on my face today were nothing less than an emotion that surfaced. You guys made my day. ;)

&

To my Temari, MAKAN UBAT!!!!! -_-

Hebat

I would like to welcome home to Fish whose currently back in the lovely country for the easter hols! Good to have you back. That hard head of your's can never be replaced. Bulletproof forehead, he makes heading the ball look oh so easy.

Notice the new look he got. Well usually, that's every boy's dream to go abroad and avoid getting haircuts. I did it. And when i got home, i felt miserable, especially during football. The HOT weather makes it so hard to maintain and keep the abundant amount of hair. Makes you just wanna pull em off. How do you girls do it?

Meet the the Italian, Dozardio. He likes to think he's cool.



Anyways, i met my girl today, after a long long while. And finally, i get some breathing space. Ive done my interview! Awesome stuff.

Bah, aku pun kan becinta :), i can see Temari from where i'm sitting. Who needs an airconditioner when she has a huge ass fan. :) Peace (: You have no idea.

Not Just Another Online Musical

I had a treat on a rainy night. Technology has taken us this far. So far that it has taken me to wonderland. It felt like i was in Enchanted(the movie), where the people danced and sang most of the time. Im not complaining. My girl entertained me well, and alongside her was Ms. Gina.












Credits to skype and Mac :D

-PD

MaulidurRasul

Allahuma salli ala Muhammadin wa Aal-e Muhammad.
O God! Shower thy blessings on Muhammad and the descendents of Muhammad

Heavy with the sense of resentment

The feeling of being stood up over and over again is quite depressing. Especially when it's something you get out of bed for. You can never get your hopes up too high. But somehow it's cool because you're not the only one with obligations. There's always this state of being vulnerable to last minute changes. And this is applicable in all types of scenarios.

Paningku eh!! That's enough to define my current condition.

Deadlines deadlines~ and i'm pretty certain i'm trying too hard to not settle for just borderline success. Realistically, i'm too tired to think.

And i now shall apply Najeri's way of overcoming stress..
Shout with me people! :D
'POOF! POOF! STRESSNEESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!'

Eh guys, enough mengurut kepala! Now let's talk about the thing us Bruneians have been practicing for ages now and we are proud of it!

I am talking about joke structures. From my cultural background, one of the most famous and widely used structure of joking would be the 'many-many' jokes~.
This doesn't involve setting up people for the perfect timing to drop it. You simply just shoot! By shoot, i mean it is best in any situation, under any circumstances. Best done in the process of breaking the ice though.

As lame as some of them may sound, and you'll understand it best if you grow up in this undeniably cool country. Here are some lines known to Brunei's youth~. WARNING LAMINITILY LEVEL WILL BE BEYOND BELIEF!:

Banyak-banyak SEN, SEN apa yang cali?
jawapannya: SENARIO!!!!!

Banyak-banyak ambuk, ambuk apa yang cool?
jawapannya: MAT KOOOL YOOO!!!

And of course, it is also in the way you tell it. Make them look dumb :D



i feel like going to the sand village -_-

YIKES!!^^&!%&^%!*&&*!*!^&*!^&*

I need help. All that and sum it all up with six chapters. I am not built for this. Medication kicking in.

I'm comfortable with the defining what i'm going through as a state of discomfort that my body and mind is in because i am currently deprived from FOOTBALL. 'Withdrawal symptoms'. It's unhealthy, because apparently, i've been consuming nicotine at an alarming rate, unconsciously.
Paranoia is constantly haunting and in the most ridiculous ways. I think about things i shouldn't be thinking about. I get upset over things i shouldn't be. It's demotivating. Help. I'm in apathy.

From PS TO CT

Just a few moments ago, a skype session was in progress between the Chancy tavern household and the Pasai Geng. Suisse Papa initiated the move.

We all wish we could visit soon. We witnessed how Geneva was experiencing nice weather. Here are the pictures of the fling with the Chancy kids from the backyard of house No. 21. This trip didn't involve in me getting a fine in the busride. -_-

Curly greets .

Ernie joined the session.


Curly took the opportunity to show off her trampoline skills. I see a potential gold medalist gymnast. ;)

We miss you people :)

The Second BC5 kit~

Launching of the new BC5 KIT.

Full frontal

The Logo

our behinds~

How much longer?

Sigh~

I am currently on my first day of the six week-off from football. And tomorrow is my first test. A Saturday, the best day for football. The day when the BC5-ers go out to play. I guess i'm going to have to miss it. Definitely not my choice. Doctor's advice. Not an easy thing as football has been the one thing that has been keeping me alive all my life. The field, my haven.

I was having difficulty in hanging my boots. Today, i took a day off from the car wash fever that i have been having. And instead, i took my time to polish my boots. Yes, you're not mistaking. It's plural. This dramatic emotional rollercoaster that i am currently enduring is something that'll scar me for quite a while. If I were to continue to play, i could be suffering from Permanent Ligament injury. It's something i would rather avoid. Even now, just walking hurts.

It's alright to feel this way sometimes. I guess it'll give me more time for my studies and save me from being physically fatigued.

The new BC5 jersey is out tomorrow and i guess i wouldn't be one of those people having it on for next week's match. Enough pouring, i'll just meditate. :)



Oh I miss Little Miss Pinkie :)

On a regular basis

I guess this might be something that will make you wanna.....

....close your eyes.

But, i just want you to keep them open, and if and only if they are tired, you have my permission to fall asleep. If you can that is, because what I am about to do might just....

.....humiliate you.

And i will keep my word that this will be the cheesiest thing i have ever done. And at this point, i will come clean. You do have a stalker, and it is me! I have been stalking you online and in addition to that, i have been......

....stealing pictures of you.

I guess you made me see it. This could be something so sad for a guy to do. And I have been told there's so much more to just about anything. I know you realised how much of a high person i can be. But you made me see it, when i first approached you, I was the highest kid in the world.

I apologize for the times I....

.......brought you down.

And all the trivial unnecessary reasoning that i have been giving you for not being able to see you. But as busy as i get with my schoolwork, i do think of you....

.....how just being with you makes me smile.

-PEACE-
from the boy with skills up his sleeve ;)

Obsessive Pet Owner

I am not going to take pictures of the baby rabbits. Not yet. Because they still look ugly and there is still massive shortage of fur. So i don't think it would be a pleasant sight. BUT however i am going to provide you my visual description of how they look like now, and i will update you from time to time, until they are pretty enough to take pictures of.

Apparently, there are five little critters. 3 of them pink and 2 are dark brown. And only 2 have names Pancakes and Szar(for Suisse Maman).

A development in the form of ears has been spotted. Now i am sure its a rabbit. Last night i swore those were kittens and made a theory that the cats running around the house got lost and into Milan's cage.

GREAT! :D

PANCAKES

I was warned not to play football. I was thinking of it. To rest from football for two weeks. At least after tonight's match. How did it go?

It went well for the others but not for me. I played a striker, only for half an hour. I realized i can't play, not in this condition. It felt as if my kneecap was swaying and vibrating sideways while i was sprinting and the pain :S. So I called to be substituted. Though i didn't want to, but I guess that was the smartest thing to do. I am taking two weeks off. I don't know how long this will last but I must be patient.

Kami ada anak arnab :D 4 ekor~. 1 of em already has a name. PANCAKES! :D

P jua kan~ ;)

If this mess were up to me

I don't know myself, not today. And i am afraid of tomorrow. Tomorrow as in the next day. I wanna fight but i'm afraid to fight. Curling myself up like this isn't gonna help and i know that for a fact. The drive i just had helped a little. But the effect was very minimal, because i still feel uneasy. If it helps, i'll shut up for your sake, and i've begun to. Because i know i've apologized one too many times before. Apologizing is so me, and it's not you. We have our parts to play, maybe it's my turn to not try to keep up. Whatever it is, this is not helping me, not even a little bit. Not at all.

I've had better days, nothing went my way today. NOTHING. And i am aware that things can't always be perfect, but how do you perceive perfect? Tell me.

All my life, my friends are my strongest assets. I've treasured them and make efforts in trying to make the best of my relationship with them. I try to not let anything get in the way. I confide in them with anything, anything at all. I've tried my best to stay on their best sides. With hopes they'll try to be on mine. But it's all so easy for me to say when differences in opinions exist. I can't ignore them whenever i witness that they're in trouble. I swear I will try to stop you in jumping off the edge, but i'll not jump with you. I have made mistakes in the past, mistakes i wish i had never done. But I did commit them, and i know that's all that matters.

If i've hurt you in any way, i'm sorry. I know Ive stated in the opening of this post to not apologize. But I did say 'maybe'. If it's worth anything, I am. Whatever it is, you know you can confide in me.

FOOTBALL IS NOT FUN WHEN.....:

1) You've had a bad day.

2) You pick up an injury.

3) You'd rather pick smoking over it.

4) Your friends tackle with intent.

5)and You see them just walk away pretending nothing ever happened.


It takes 2 to start a fire, but you're alone. I AM A COWARD WHEN IT COMES TO MY FRIENDS. And that's the only thing that you've been.

I'm not feeling lucky. Not one bit.

My Crow is a convict

Ripas,2:32pm
Suri took a few tests. And after that the nurse wanted Suri to follow her, and arriving at a particular spot, the nurse asked her to sit.

Surprised and with a pale expression, Suri asked, 'errr apa lagi nurse?'

Nurse nonchalantly replied, 'yatah katil kita nie.'

The sister got admitted to the hospital. And tonights the second night. Im guessing and i am certain that shes anemic. Hopefully, she'll be out by tomorrow. I told you i'd skip my plans just to take you to the hospital, and it's fine. ;) Get out soon, because the pink room's empty!:P

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Emma Wemma Bemma is trying to scare herself into studying. Amal Azirah can do this. Aryf is microeconomics-ing. Liyana Aqilah is absorbing information. Fatin is doing microeconomics....

and the list goes on...
Tomorrow's Microeconomics test has officially become the subject of my peers' display names on msn. I am currently on chapter 6, so 5 to go. At this point i can't afford to close my eyes. That's why company is important to keep us awake. I need one. 5 nights of revision has been horrendous. A fact has been proven though, repetition does help. Which is exactly what i'm doing. Good luck everyone. I need luck.

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Expectations are fiery bars that have been set, by anyone for us to jump over. We try so hard to meet up to people's expectations, and may succeed. Some may be able to take their sweet time and hover over the bar, or some may even sweat blood just to do so. By trying to meet up with these expectations, we have expectations on our own selves, unconsciously.

A Weak Failure, is how we see ourselves if we fail to meet this. One tries so hard to do so, and ignores one important pointer. 'Not to expect too much from yourself.'

Sometimes, you have to realise the externalities involved, in doing just about anything. Some things are out of your control. You tried so hard to meet one thing without seeing there's something coming after you. This fact may suck. Well my friends, that's just the way it is.

Life's failed me a million times, Ive failed in a lot of things.

I am the type of person who needs to impress. This need can not be easily fed. And it's been failed a million times.
I do have things that i want that i can't have. But they are not for me.

ME C1

Economics- the study of how a society manages its scarce resources

Trade can make everyone better off.
Markets are usually a good way to organize economic activity.
Governments can sometimes improve economic outcomes.

10 principles of economics~
Principle #1: People Face Tradeoffs.
To get one thing, we usually have to give up another thing.
Making decisions requires trading off one goal against another
Efficiency v. Equity

Principle #2: The Cost of Something Is What You Give Up to Get It.

Principle #3: Rational People Think at the Margin.
People make decisions by comparing costs and benefits at the margin.

Principle #4: People Respond to Incentives
Marginal changes in costs or benefits motivate people to respond.

Principle #5: Trade Can Make Everyone Better Off.
People gain from their ability to trade with one another.
Competition results in gains from trading.
Trade allows people to specialize in what they do best.

Principle #6: Markets Are Usually a Good Way to Organize Economic Activity.
A market economy is an economy that allocates resources through the decentralized decisions of many firms and households as they interact in markets for goods and services.
Households decide what to buy and who to work for.
Firms decide who to hire and what to produce.

Principle #7: Governments Can Sometimes Improve Market Outcomes.
Market failure occurs when the market fails to allocate resources efficiently.
When the market fails (breaks down) government can intervene to promote efficiency and equity.

Principle #8: The Standard of Living Depends on a Country’s Production.
Standard of living may be measured in different ways:
By comparing personal incomes.
By comparing the total market value of a nation’s production.

Principle #9: Prices Rise When the Government Prints Too Much Money

Principle #10: Society Faces a Short-run Tradeoff Between Inflation and Unemployment.
The Phillips Curve illustrates the tradeoff between inflation and unemployment:
òInflation ð ñUnemployment
It’s a short-run tradeoff!

jé suís e desolée

You don't see a person walking around with A BOX of tissue in hand on a regular basis. Today, i got to perform this gimmick in a very melodramatic manner. I was happy and at the same time i was sad. These were due to reasons that i shall not mention. :)

During this semester break, being sick doesn't make it any easier for me to complete my assignments. Let alone just being at home. So i decided to hit the university, just to find a sense of belonging. Mind you, it is just a sense that could help me to complete my work. Fever did slow me down but at least there was progress. I stopped when i felt that i have had enough.

Like any other posts, this has no relevance to anything at all. Just for the sake of posting, i have managed to find OPEC's oil industry development plan, which is useful for my Microeconomics and Aungláis projects.

Just gonna apologise to anyone involved if there is going to be any form of procrastination in my work. Though it is not guaranteed, i'm just sorry in advance.

On a brighter note, our logic results are out, and considering the inadequate amount of time we were given, my score is an unexpected one. :-)

Sleep well mon cherie. =) 4rm Dox to Pinx

Fishing for a Fever

For 3 days, i've been trying to fight this fever that has constrained my activities. Even breathing became one of the hardest things to do. My assignments, are only halfway done. To finish them is easier to be said than done. I thought i could easily sweat this off. But crap! Its harder than i thought. But unlike past experiences with this sickness, i've been a good boy, where instead of telling myself i'm okay, i actually indulge myself in medication. :P

There's another sickness that has been running around loose in this household. And also, for the past few days i've been trying to figure out the disappearing act my parents have been pulling. Every morning i get down and notice it's too quiet to be true.It's just not possible that i actually get to enjoy the luxury of having the remote control in my hand and that i could enjoy the breakfast of my choice, INDOMIE! It's never that easy. That's why i'd prefer to watch my football and enjoy my nasi katok somewhere else.

So, i made calls to both their cells, only to find that they weren't activated. So i guess i'll just enjoy the home based luxury while I had time. I know i could never figure things out this way.

When it hits mid-day, the door will open and you will see the shadow of a person with a sombrero on. And guess what. Its mother! The basket in hand would be filled with climbing perches and the basket Father would be having in hand would have one or two snakeheads in it. Yes, fishing has become more of a daily activity rather than a hobby. I guess it should be fine as i have the chance to watch tv.

DRAMA CLUB 2008 =)

I long to taste adventure, to taste upon disaster of the burned up little plans. We are young and we want more.Today, the air was as dark and cold as night. I am not done with you, but i swear i'll take just one lifetime. Because maybe i don't want to go.

Sometimes i feel that this love's a gathered storm, but you're still the only light that fills the emptiness. Are you in or are you out?

I don't care if you're too busy writing your tragedies. But i've learnt that sometimes you have to let go and just get in. I can promise you this will gain the more you give.

When you've lost your trust, you tend to not share it out. It's like being in a bulletproof vest with the windows shut. Didn't i promise you i'd see you soon? I made my own pathway, marked them, so that i'll find my way back.

Here, I am in my own place. I was lost and you were scared. With lines we shouldn't have crossed. So i called up to meet you, just to tell you i'm sorry and you don't know how lovely you are. If you believe it's in my soul, i'd say all the words i know. But all in all, i guess i could say i'm still guessing with numbers and figures.

Have you ever been beaten up, like a panic attack? That always happens when you've come too far with no idea where to go. No one would rather be a fool with a fondness for pain. 'Real pride it doesn't heal all that well' and we all know that. So to assure you, I'll sing with you, just do your best to hear me, that's all you can do.

If only i could keep you alive...If i could impress you with every word i say...everytime. I may not be your star, i may not be that beam of light here to save your life. I am just a patient boy and a jealous man.

All the things i say or fashion in my mind may not be good enough for truth or cliche. Just understand, when you dipped your toes in the sand and i was around, i've seen it all. And i believe in you. I want you to know that i see the light surrounding you. And i'll prove to you that unlike your previous heartaches, i'm something new.

Don't be afraid.

Roccus Commercial Teaser

Done by Adam. Paul's clothing line's commercial. Good job! :D