To escape between the horns

Its the 30th October already, and I see nothing funny about it. By next week i have an accumulation of 14000 words of writing to complete. All of it has to do with the governments conduct in making this country a better place.

I shall say that the papers will be analytical and I have an imaginary skeletal framework in my head and it is working out well. Don't get me wrong, I have started and lets just say I am in my 4000th word. It is just that, it can be very annoying when you're thinking constantly changes as you progress. Ideas are developed continuously and it affects the structuring of my flow of thoughts.

So how do you eliminate dilemmas of such forms? Not rushing it would mean slowing it down, and to keep on going will somehow rush it.

In need of sleeping pills

It's exactly 3.21 am and i'm doing this instead of being on a date with my girlfriend in Paris. Still being up at this time and having a lecture at 8 a.m. is just not smart. Lately i've been running on reserved battery power in uni. Considering it was the fasting month, it's ok to have deficits in terms of sleeping time. But since, it's already over, I would love to recover the loss back, and it has been a while since I had my very very deep beauty sleep. To me, sleeping is like being abroad on holiday with no ticket reservations. I was planning to be in Paris tonight but I guess i missed my flight.

Last night's trip was a great long undisturbed holiday.
Yesterday, I was really tired and last nights beauty sleep made up for it. And now, i'm tired again. I'm in need of a neck massage, a spa treatment and other things along those lines. I guess it's the time of the year where my exams are getting closer and my brain is all over the place. Well, maybe it just happens to me. Somehow, I think that it is not the late night study time that you've set that keeps you awake all night, but the realization of having to study extra. At times like these we never think the amount of information we possess is enough. Thus, my interpretation of students' 'automatic adjustments' of the body clock.

I'm thinking of skipping school tomorrow, but I know I wont. Please give me just 2 hours of sleep. It sucks when even my Economic readings can't put me to sleep. This is messed up!

1ST TIME BERAYA SAMA ALAI BEB!

As an opener, I would like to announce my dislikeness towards the mosquito species! They are annoying little bastards but what do we all do, we applaud them! And we say the reason for the hand clapping, is so that we could kill them. And why do i use the word 'applaud'? Its because of how they seem to like it and they keep coming back for more! And in the progress, we also slap ourselves for more too. Reality check! They drive us nuts.

Today marked the opening of Syawal, in other words, Eid Mubarak, and in our Malay culture the celebration of hari raya aidilfitri commences. This is my first one with the girlfriend and I am undoubtedly happy about that part. I hope im not the only one who feels that way. Seriously, it's a date set and to be remembered for every Muslim couple. Its the point where they say:
'ooo aisehman, first time beraya sama girlfriend nie ah'

And the reply for us Bruneians would always be:
'eeeh Mestilaaah braderrrr!!!'


And i missed out on how pretty she looked today, seriously! Rugi ku inda kerumahnya. I couldve kidnapped her for SB! MAIN POINT IS: ALAI WAH!
Oh last year's raya was the first time i met her, so yeah. :)

FROM PASAI, WITH LOVE :)

SHR

Aah the time of the year has come again where we all celebrate the festive season of Hari Raya. The house fully lit at night and not forgetting to mention the increased pollution! Air and noise pollution are the usuals as a result of the activities surrounding the festive season of Hari Raya. The firecrackers keep on coming up till late at night. At one point i was awaken at 2 am. KIDS AND EXPLOSIVES~!

Anyways, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri. Maaf Zahir dan Batin :)