If It Kills Me

I so very miss Uni for that I have been living through boredom. Well of course not ALL the time, but a large fraction of my two months++. It is safe to say that the holidays have been very very unproductive. CVs given out but no offers received. No calls for jobs. But at times, i drop my mom off and thats when I get some air to breathe and loiter around just to regain a little sense of having a life. And the banning of smoking in public places doesn't help at all, which makes me settle within the confinement of these four green walls.

In 2 weeks or so, I will have something to do. And being that the case it wont necessarily make me happy, but at least I'll be getting rid of boredom. And all smiles for that! :D And of course another reason for happiness is that Temari will be around the University compound. Although we shall be minding our own businesses most of the time, i know that wont stop me from running over to her faculty when i'm having occasional 'missing her' hours.

And maybe i'll be missing out on some things in her days when her course starts, but at least it'll be a lot fewer than usual.AWESOME! :)

What Really Grinds My Gears

You know what really grinds my gears? It's on those crucial moments, there's always something that interrupts. It is when you are most hyped up about something, the tail of the pony gets pulled the other direction. How do you like that?

My brain was pumping an unusual secretion(it's a good thing), and electricity took it away. Or at least in this case, electricity was taken away. The day has been very annoying and I can't wait till school starts.

15/07/08

Yesterday was a great day for me, eventhough my view of the day has no relevance to any part of it. Yes it was His Majesty's 62nd birthday. Semoga dilanjutkan Usia Baginda. Amin.

15th July is also the Lady's birthday, Ma'am, Mem besar, my girlfriend, or whatever you wanna call her. Being a guy, you must be out of your mind to get everything neat and well planned for her to cruise and enjoy the day. You may say that is not applicable to every single human being with a peepee. For just one day, I'd love to be that Party Planner as you see on the Discovery Travel and Living channel.



But anyways, nevertheless, the Lady trusted me with the responsibility to keep the day alive for her at least. And I tried my best single handedly handled the celebrations without balloons and paper plates and cups. Only left to my devices. THE CAR. Oh well, so much for that Party Planner wish. Instead of the car, i had imagined it to be a pumpkin cart, or a scooter. That would turn out well. ;)



This girl has a knack for taking pictures. At least i think so. She's such a good poser. So my next two hour ambition was an established professional cameraman. But all i've got is a 2.0 megapixel camera phone. This was a bliss, as after owning the phone for quite a while, i have finally discovered it's camera functions. It even takes macro shots and colour effects. STEADY! PHOTOSHOP NO MORE!

Finally, i was beginning to wonder if I had enough in me to keep her patient, because she was starting to get all grumpy due to hunger. I could actually hear her tummy rumbling. I admit, i feel terrible for not having any candles for her to blow and it was already 10. Keep it cool, we were waiting for the rest of her family to emerge. And somehow I knew something was up that they were planning something. So, i had to keep trying to speed up the clock by taking more pictures. At least ya ani melayan. Until....

SURPRISEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! :D

The decency to..

It's so bothering how the smallest thing can tick you off, or just be refreshing. It only takes a word or a couple of them from a person. These few words should be there when conducting a few things. It's not an obligation to, but it makes the opposite person feel pleasant, and certainly makes them more than pleased to perform certain things from you. But of course, this does not apply to criminal behaviour. It's just nice to, and rude to not.

We all should have the decency to say...
1) 'PLEASE'.. I f you want someone to get something done, this word is best applied, provided with the right tone and facial expression. One will not have to feel that it's an obligation but it will certainly enlighten their heart to commit, where he/she may feel that they are needed the most.

2) 'THANK YOU'.. This reflects one's habit. Although, the 21st century has connected a totally different intent to this conduct, as in most think this saying is suitable for sarcasm. Being thanked for something brings about one of the nicest feelings one could ever feel. One may not deny that. It shows that your doings and good deeds in the form of favours for another person being acknowledged. It's IRREPLACEABLE!

3)'SORRY'.. You don't lose pride here. That's a common misconception. We all should keep in mind that, provided the right time and situation, saying sorry does not mean that you have raised the white flag, but you won in abolishing the war that was in the way.


We are all still learning. :)

Are you trying to put me away? Trying to Make my non-existence more convincing? I hate you and the things coming out of your mouth. Its making me smaller than I am. In the eyes of a person i care. Do you wanna force me out?

Shut up! Shut up! Shut up! You don't know what it feels like to not be seen, to be invisible most of the time. I know I am second best, so why rub salt in this wound. I know this is not worth it but its killing me. Is this gonna last. I bet you! You're gonna hurt more than just me if this keeps up.

Don't ask

Hot and Hotter!

I have just completed watching the DOOMSDAY movie and i must say Rhona Mitra is indeed something. By something I mean she roars like no other. In the movie, she's the leading actress. I may not think it is a must watch movie, but nonetheless still, HOTNESS! ;)

But, inda melawan yang ani lah. Penyanyi, pelakon yang growing ! I say she doesn't have any problems in digging out her natural talent. It's just out there! And she has been nurturing it without realising. I think it's the sweetest thing.

We were on a hunt!

5.30a.m.

Yesterday, me and the boys participated in the NBT treasure hunt 2008 and it was a tiring day of fun. The gathering of hunters started as early as 5.00 am. Venue ICC, the available sofas were contested, we were fighting for space to continue sleep we didn't have.

I must say the paper of accumulated riddles needed to be solved were very challenging. It got the participants to think really hard that it made us scratch our hats off. The theme was SAFARI, and we were all provided with green tees and safari hats. The sea of hunters marched into their respective vehicles at 6.30 am and it kicked off there and then. The rides were 'pimped' in a trying to match the theme. This zebra striped car stood out the most. Our vehicle got eyes on them as well. It was Inappropriate but COOL! We had the face of Ironman on our hood so we be rolling superhero style~.

Just driving around for places wasn't half the challenge. We had to sweat it out as well. It involved a little bit of hiking along the way. But the rest were all mentally challenging. You think you know but you have no idea mate!

We didn't win of course, we weren't even lucky enough to fetch the lucky draw prizes, but hey~ didn't stop us. I'm definitely making a team next year! Ultimate Avengers! We'll see how that goes. But The Great One got the chance to meditate while the speeches and entertainment programme was running.

Thinking of a strategy for next year's event is it?

Soh!

Happy Hari Lahir to Suhara Fadhilah! :D
Semoga Panjang Umur Murah Rezeki dan Berjaya!